Hi, I am Tina a Pre-OP Transgender Female. As I have been reading other profiles, I guess it is time to tell you where I have been and where I am heading. As around 8 or 9, I had started to wear my sisters cloths. I was not clear as to way I was doing it, but it made me feel things that I near felt before. Yes, it felt like I should be wearing them to begin with, However - I was not a girl. When I got older I got to thinking that I should have been a girl. Back then it was something that was not talked about, so I kept my mouth shout. When I was in high school - I remember wanting to wear my sisters cloths to school so bad, that I had actually put on a skirt and top panties and bra too, which I had to stuff . Went out to the bus stop, and stood there from about 10 minutes, before I ran back into the house to change my cloths. wish I had the gusts to actually have go to school like that. After I high school I had found myself in the Army - lost in some fort in the woods. in the state of misery, that would be Fort Leonard Wood in the start Missouri. Did my duty to my county and home for 15 years in the Reserves. I got out back in 2000, after 9-11 the my old unit had call me up looking to get me back in, but I remember how hard it was from me, always wanting to a girl, so I told no way. Since then I have been in and out of the thought of becoming a girl. Can't tell you how many time I had ditched all of my Femi cloths, all to start back up again. the last time that I ditches my close was 2009 when I was told that the company that I work at was looking to layoff more then 200 people, which I am at the very bottom of the list. Well I was not laid off - I am still there. In 2012 when I had paid off all my debt beside the house, the feeling came back again I had started to buy more cloths again, This time I did not just buy them online I had started to shop at Walmart at night when most people are in bed sleeping. In 2014 I had made a bold move to, I started to shop in the day time on the 4 of July week end at a mall in Greenwood Indiana - walk thought the whole mall. I love to shop, I love to try on cloths before buying them. I have filled the 2 closets now. In 2015 I took yet another bold move and took all my male cloths to Goodwill, well not all of them I still work as a male. Later last year "2015" I had started to see a The in Plainfield, Indiana. She said she did see any problem with getting my letter for Hormones, however she said I needed to do a few things first, tell my parents, which I did was not easy, a week later I decided to let them see me for what I am " a Female. They did not take it as well as I had hoped they would. The time I remember going out shopping was my birthday that night to go to Kohl's to get one of those home removal light flasher things. Then I stopped for some rea, tiring to put all of this together again about what I am doing - was it wroth doing it now at my age. I realize what I want now, however I need to find another career before I can do it. There is no way I will come out at work. I guess that is it for now,

My Ideal Person A kind, warm hearted man, one that has a family and needs a mother to rise them. It is not a deal braker, but I love the County, to live out in the farm county is the best place to live. Don't you ? Let me know what you think...